Update

May 9th, 2013

Well, from my last blog I've been going back and forth about sending J to school, ESPECIALLY to Landmark! OMG, I'm not just hearing bad things from parents, I'm hearing bad things from the kids.  What do I do with that! W is wanting him to go there and have me to have PEACE! Well, if I'm to have peace then the Lord bring a job to me so it wouldn't allow me to home school J then! I want to home school him b/c it's the right thing TO do.  I'm at peace when I decide but when I say Landmark I'm churning inside.  I hope I'm not doing the same thing like I did at his other elementary school.  I was right about sending him there.  I knew it was a mistake but I had to b/c he had to see the difference between the two.  When he wanted me to home school him this year I was excited.  I was telling a girlfriend of mine that it's nice my season to have MY peace but it is the season to have J have his peace.  I'm just worried about J and how he is going to do, not educational but socially. 

IDK, what I'm going to do!!!