Sunday, March 17, 2013

My Journey-Part 2

So it's been 10 days of my last confession.  I thought maybe I should start with something like that since we're in the Easter season. I pray that the Lord watch over me and give me strength when I don't have any. Amen.

Now back to the original scheduled program. So in "My Journey - Part 1" I mentioned that I was having a hard time whether or not to homeschool.  I am concerned about J's anger issues and I'm finally getting the assistance he is needing.  I like this guy so far.  I like him not b/c he has validated every argument and feeling I've been feeling he understands how J works.  My only concern is he indicated to me that he would have to have sessions by himself with J.  I'm not sure how to feel about that.  I'm wondering if there is a way to get the background of a dr? I'm sure there is but I'm not sure how to go about it.  I'll have to ask the people on FB.  We've only gone on two sessions and it has been difficult.  I'm not quite sure on who it has been difficult on? I'm hoping these sessions are going to be helpful b/c I've experienced explosions of anger AFTER the sessions when we get into the car.

With that said actually he has been doing fairly well with his anger but still need ALOT more help.  I've been trying to figure out the things that trigger him but I think it's just me.  I can't really say or do anything w/o getting him angry.  I know one day that he will look back and say thanks. (I hope).  I try to make sure since we're homeschooling that we go to a lot of the field trips and be part of a group out here.  I've made sure that we go to the park days twice a month.  I've been going back and forth as far as homeschooling or not.  I went to a V-CHEO park day on Thrusday and I had a great time.  I look forward to going to a Mom's Night Out on Monday.  They are doing BUNCO! I LOVE Bunco. It's such a fun game.  If you've never played you should.  Anyways, I was talking to one of the ladies about whether or not to homeschool next year and she had given me some info on why I should continue to homeschool for the duration or long haul.  I've been churning all the stuff she said and I've decided that I'm going to homeschool next year.  I'm just taking it year after year.  I've also been hanging out with another mom.  Her name is Carolyn.  She is nice and met her through J's boy scout troop.  My thoughts on her is not to cross her b/c he will let you have it and won't let it go.  She is nice but she seems like she gets her way a lot and the husband just lets her do whatever she wants.  She is also homeschooling her daughter.  Her daughter is in the 6th grade.  Too bad.  It would have been great to have her in the classroom with J.  He needs the competition.  But now that I'm going to homeschooling again now I have to prepare on what I'm going to be doing.  I think I'll be doing the same Bible Study and the English.  I think I'll have to look for something on American History.  I'll and science.  I think now I could breathe.  I told Wade about that I had made up my mind about next year.  The thing is I know I won't be getting the backing of my OTHER family members.  I just know it would help J and keep him out of trouble.  I mean if he gets into trouble at home how much trouble would he get into at school with his mouth? Ugh! I hate to think about that.

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