Labor Day Fiasco!!!!

September 2, 2013 (Labor Day)

Happy Labor Day everyone! It still baffles me that today is Labor Day and people aren't supposed to labor but they do.  That's funny!!!

It was a great humid day in Moreno Valley and it started out great with a cup of coffee and pancakes!!! How I love pancakes!!! Anyways, J got up and ended up coming to the table for breakfast so I ended up eating faster and leaving the table.  For some reason I can't STAND sitting across from J and look at him eating.  Isn't that sad! I try to NOT be in the same room as J but today was different.  Everything was fine and dandy up until 4:30!!! At that time I had asked him to feed the animals and I left him to finish up fixing his bed.  Shortly after that Grandma went to his room and told him the same thing.  I didn't say anything or do anything but finally around 4:45 he came out to feed the animals.  He first fed Pearl (cat) as always and then came Babe (dog).  It just seems like every time he is supposed to feed Babe, J makes her wait!!! I DON'T understand why.  I left the kitchen and came back to find J gone and NOT feeding Babe!!! J was wanting to BBQ b/c he was wanting to help with cooking of the ribs we were having for dinner.  When I didn't see J making an effort to feed Babe, I went ahead and took over the task at hand.  I wasn't going to be waiting for J to feed Babe for whatever reason.  So I got the dry food and came back into the kitchen and that was when J grabbed for the dog bowl.  I told him to let go, I got it and I am going to feed Babe! He of course didn't and we got into it.  He stood close and go into my face and I told him to not be in my face!!! I pushed him away b/c he was in my face!!! Then when I looked into the frig to see if there was a can of dog food J ran into the garage to get the can I need to feed the dog.  I went out there to get the can from him and he wouldn't give it to me so I threw my spoon that I had in my hand at him.  He wanted to take over but I refused to let him do b/c it wasn't the issue of feeding the dog it was that he decided to NOT feed her when I asked him to from the beginning. 

Here we go again!!! WHY CAN'T HE JUST DO WHAT I ASK HIM TO DO WHEN I ASK IT!!! WHY DO EVERYTHING HAS TO BE ON HIS TERMS B/C HE WON'T BE DOING IT!!! Oh Gosh!!!

I just want to either KILL MYSELF or run away!!! either one is good!!!